you ever stay up late and end up on parts of the internet you would never during the day? man, tonight i got on youtube and found myself watching videos of people climbing cranes and skyscrapers. no rope, no strap, nothing. my palms and feet were cold sweating. it’s incredible how physical symptoms manifest from mental/emotional reaction. climbing is too dangerous, not to mention there’s too much to live for to risk your only life (for all we know).
i know they say never say never, but never would i ever.
-ratha, 2:48am, 3.17.18