in somewhat of a rare occasion, i got off work early and ended up watching dateline about the murder of chelsea bruck. i hadn’t seen dateline since i lived with my parents in apex, so it brought back some nostalgic vibes. i didn’t even know dateline still existed. not only that, but i ended up taking a shower in the dark jamming out to the weekend by sza. i don’t know when i stopped showering in the dark, but it’s soothing getting back to it. everything was somber and relaxing. somber in this case is a good thing though, because sometimes i like feeling gloomy. i spent some time with bagel in between all this feeling and downtime this friday evening. extra time with bagel is always welcome; that’s how it’s always been and that’s how it always will be. i missed nights like this. somewhere along this life these past few months i forgot about the simple joys we’re offered from time on this journey of ours.
it’s nice remembering.
-ratha, 10:11pm, 10.27.17