right now it is 4:29am and i cannot sleep. i’ve listened to instrumentals for the last hour or so and i’ve been writing. from music, to documentaries i want to film, to photos i want to take. it’s a gift and a curse. a gift because i feel inspiration, a curse because it’s so late and i need to be asleep!! i need to fix my sleep schedule, i know i say that a lot but there’s a pattern to this. i fix it for a few weeks, then it goes back to being off for a few weeks.
i guess i can conclude inspiration comes and goes. even if it’s at the cost of my sleep schedule, at least when it goes it comes back around.
-ratha, 4:32am, 2.28.18