no anxiety. no nervousness. no adrenaline rush. i didn’t feel any of that. i didn’t even feel bad for you like i usually do. i felt good about myself, actually. been a while since i’ve feel good about myself when it came down to you. things are changing after two years. i don’t miss you, hardly ever think about us, and spend my days laughing with people who believe in me.
life’s better without you.
believe me.
-ratha, 1:12am, 4.5.17