work has been so hectic. i’ve been getting up at 5am to leave at 6am to finish by 5pm only to fight traffic and get home a little after 6pm. then between walking bagel, eating dinner, and getting ready for the next day, it seems time is non-existent for the things i want to do. still, i find writing songs to be so enjoyable. i just wish recording was as enjoyable. maybe i’m just too hard on myself. it doesn’t help that i’m not used to hearing myself, so that’s one obstacle i’m still working around.
but i’d rather work around that obstacle than do what i’m doing at work.
-ratha, 9:44pm, 4.27.22