wednesdays at work, 8.28.24

today was the first day back at work and i wasn’t productive at all. my mind is everywhere but here. work is a big part of our lives, but life is bigger than work. when i get tunnel vision i dial in on getting the job done, but oftentimes when the job’s done i’m left feeling like i missed out on so much. it reminds me of three years ago when i had planned to see dono in august, but i waited to finish a work project and by the time i finished the work project he had made his departure. i vowed never again and it seemingly happened again.

sometimes i wonder what i’m doing.

-ratha, 9:11pm, 8.28.24