wearing my shoes, 8.9.24

i have a ton of clothes and even more shoes i don’t wear. even at the gym, i’m always in crocs. actually, i’m always in crocs. at planet tonight, i decided to wear my prelude kobe iv’s. they’re 10 years old and if i don’t wear them, i’ll risk them breaking/crumbling on me which begs the question of what’s the point in having something you’re not using? that thought leads me to other things such as what’s the point of following someone on social media if you never interact? what’s the point of having someone’s contact that you never contact? what’s the point of having clothes you never wear? what about the jewelry you save for special occasions though you never have special occasions even though every day is a special occasion?

i don’t know, i’m just thinking i need spring cleaning more than ever in all aspects of life right now.

-ratha, 5:13pm 8.9.24