with the new year and the new decade, i’ve been feeling a new found hope. anytime i can begin again, i try to find appreciation. i’m learning you don’t have to close chapters to be done with things. sometimes the lack of continuation is the conclusion and that’s okay. we convince ourselves we need closure whether it be a conversation or a sign, but in reality, closure lies within us and our actions. i’ve been listening to lil b a lot. i’m back on my positivity and my mind feels like it’s elevating to new highs.
though i’m afraid of heights, a part of me is excited for the views.
-ratha, 8:25pm, 1.22.2020