i went looking for an old tumblr theme i bought. i searched my email, then came across Vicky following me on tumblr. i used to save emails of when people would follow me on tumblr because it made me feel good they’d be interested in my writing. i went to the link and it wasn’t there anymore. maybe she deleted that blog or changed her url to the one allison sent me, the one that inspired and began this whole running diary thing. 2014 was so long ago, high school was even longer. still, it doesn’t feel like it some nights. i miss the simplicity of it all.
still miss and love you Vicky.
-ratha, 12:44am, 6.18.22