unsure, 4.20.24

being in the hospital brings out emotions i can’t quite comprehend. on one hand, this isn’t the place you’d like to be, but on the other, it’s where you would want to be in the event something goes wrong. it was my first time in the icu and seeing all the tubes and wires connected didn’t sit right with me. especially because when i left to work this morning, things were better. they weren’t good, but they were better. as soon as i got home from carrie nation, i got the call and went to the hospital. we were in the waiting room for 30 minutes as we were waiting on the transport to arrive. after talking to the nurse, i decided to drive back home.

hopefully tomorrow we’ll get better news, as we’ll be praying for better times.

-ratha, 4:11am, 4.20.24