unpaid debts, 6.12.25

i don’t get much sleep many nights, but it was even less last night. i was tossing and turning, then bagel wanted to go out at 2:30am. it’s true when they say dogs feed off our energy, because i’ve observed when i sleep through the night, bagel will, too. but if i don’t, he won’t either. i let him out and he went to sleep on the family room couch. i was able to fall asleep around 4am, then had to wake up when my alarm went off at 7:40am. it was a long day at work, but i was able to skip lunch to go to the gym. after ending the workday at 5pm, we hooped until 8pm. i stopped by taco bell to get a 20-piece nugget before heading home to eat and walk bagel for our daily (or in this case, nightly) mile. i just finished doing my 100 push-ups for the day and i’m just laying here exhausted.

it’s 11:54pm and tomorrow is the weekend so i’ll get to get some extra rest in, but it seems these days i’ll never pay off this debt that’s been compounding for years at this point.

-ratha, 11:58pm, 6.12.25