i’ve been tired lately. not exhausted, but tired.
i try not to feel indifferent, but i do. i try to be plugged-in, but somehow i
always end up disconnected. school really kicking my ass. i believe i’m more
than capable, but i find myself not tapping into that potential more times than
not. i guess the lack of passion shows when actions are forced. it’s been
feeling like a summer session for the past month and a half. there are tests
every week, and not much time to do much else.
i try to focus, but life on the other side of my fear keeps me drifting away.
-ratha, 12:46pm, 11.12.19