this year i didn’t write as much as previous years. typically, i’m inspired at the end of the year after a few nights in solitude of reflection to write an incredible piece, but this year is different. i’m finding it difficult to write about what happened to me and my emotions of these past 12 months. i think my new years resolution should be to get back into writing, because this feeling is awful. it’s my career (and nothing else) that’s taking me away from it. i hope i’m able to get out this 9-5 before i stop writing completely, because that’s where things are headed should i continue on this trajectory if we’re being honest.
-ratha, 8:32pm, 12.27.22