these past few years i’ve been taking my time enjoying life. lately though, things seem more urgent than ever which makes me question if i have been enjoying life taking my time. urgency and stress usually go hand in hand, but i am in a good spot right now. it feels like a stepping stone in terms of growth and mental clarity. maybe 850 miles was enough distance for me to see the bigger picture, and perhaps the biggest picture was that i haven’t been engaged enjoying life these past few years as i’d previously thought i was.
only time will tell.
-ratha, 7:10pm, 1.28.21