the tikka fast, 7.25.23

it has been a while since i’ve ate. i fast after sunday dinner to monday dinner because i think there are benefits to fasting. i didn’t eat after the drizzy concert, then i skipped lunch for the fast, and ended up skipping dinner last night because i was tired. i ate my first meal in over 48 hours today. it was a tv dinner chicken parm along with a 50g protein shake. typically, i can finish that no problem, but i was struggling with the shake today. i guess my stomach shrank, but my appetite will be back by the end of the week no worries. i was also upset, well not upset but feeling some type of way because when i went to warm up my food, i seen tikka masala trays on the counter all emptied out which means i missed out on the company buying us indian food, smh.

i still ate good, but knowing i could’ve ate better got me craving maya.

-ratha, 3:21pm, 7.25.23