the studio, 7.3.23

my cambodian family moved out today. i didn’t expect it, but it was something about how they found a place and they needed to snatch it up before somebody else did in lowell. they moved a lot of things from around the house to their new place. when i walked down to my sneaker room, i was inspired to rearrange things. while rearranging things, i felt the urge to get rid of a lot of things. it was like a purge. i want to clear out all those sneakers and clothes really bad. i want to put a small desk in there and just get to working on dreams. i keep talking about it, but i will make it out this 9-5 hamster wheel. i have tomorrow off, but i am already dreading wednesday. i don’t know if that’s normal or not, but if it is, i want no parts of normalcy.

-ratha, 8:42pm, 7.3.23