the stage fright, 12.4.18

we got in groups for the last day of my food fight class today. i’ve thoroughly enjoyed this class. it has opened my eyes to where my food comes from and what i eat. i’m working on making changes to my diet, and this class has been one of the main driving forces to do so. in my group, this girl volunteered me to speak. this always happens to me man lol. i get super nervous though. we had a problem and had to offer solutions with statistics. when it was my turn to speak, i was talking and purposely skipping bullets to expedite my time talking to the class. i lost my breath at one point and openly admitted i was nervous. if i remember correct, i said ’mybad, i’m nervous.’ the professor said i was doing great and it was okay. the class laughed a bit. when i finished a girl in the second row told me i did great and started an ovation. man, that made me feel better so shoutout to her. how do i have dreams of performing in front of 30k+ a night and get nervous talking in front of 100 students.

idk how it’s going to work out, but something’s gotta budge.

-ratha,11:48am, 12.4.18

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