i don’t know what it is, but i can’t seem to get things right. i feel like i’m phil playing on the chargers with a loaded roster and a bad offensive line, and i can’t make any moves because my main weakness is something that’s detrimental to this whole foundation. or it’s like i’m kobe in 2013 dealing with all the unfortunate injuries around him. the potential isn’t going right and possibility feels strange at the moment. i can’t put my finger on it, but when i do, i’m taking hold and never letting go.
-ratha, 4:42pm, 3.14.20