i’m watching the broncos take on the titans in the second half of the week 1 monday night football double header. i kind of miss watching sports after midnight to be honest. von miller suffered a season ending injury (before the season) and the commentators mentioned how he was inspired by the last dance and inspired to make the most out of this year through mamba mentality. they said kobe’s death had an effect on him. it feels so strange hearing that, typing that. 
kobe’s death. 
it feels like that is from another universe or something. 
i don’t know if it’ll ever set in with me. 
-ratha, 12:10am, 9.15.20