some days i look around and it’s like i’m miserable. other days i look around and think, you know what, life could be worse, it’s not so bad after all. but i don’t want to look at my life like it’s not so bad. i want to look at my life like it’s good and it’s everything i deserve and more. i want to be surrounded by such positive abundance that i’m more focused on what i have than what i’m missing. 
and right now?
it seems i’m missing a lot.
-ratha, 2:42am, 6.24.22