as soon as i get to the car with bagel, it starts raining. i drive home. my mom said she is frying up wings in about 30 minutes. i told her i was going to take a shower. when i get upstairs, i pull from my body towels and it’s one of the cotton ones, not the microfiber ones. i use the cotton ones for face exfoliating. i took it as a sign to do a mask. i put a mask on, touched up my facial hair, and did the water floss. i took a shower and had enough appetite for some rice and wings. i’m going to do some under eye patches and call it a night. i might vacuum, too. this is like a saturday night, but in the middle of the week.
the past few days i haven’t been eating and it’s been hard for me to get out of bed, so i will take tonight as a step in the right direction.
-ratha, 10:17pm, 5.24.23