rooftop pools, 8.20.23

i get so scared of heights. we went to the rooftop pool today, which is on the 33rd floor. my heart was racing, and legs were losing feeling as i was walking around the pool. the view is no doubt beautiful, but i kept thinking of what would happen if the building fell. like would it be better to be on the first floor or the top floor? the first floor would get crumbled, but maybe being on the top would be beneficial because nothing would fall on top of you? but then you do fall 33 floors… anyways, once my anxiety calmed down, i walked around in the pool for 15-20 minutes. it only went as deep as 4 feet, but i still enjoyed being in the water.

definitely need an in-ground pool in my future house.

-ratha, 10:42pm, 8.20.23