dbaze said true crime got him paranoid when he be showing houses lol. after admitting to him israel keyes changed my life, during tonight’s walk with btg, i decided to listen to crime junkies after taking a couple months off. wrong fucking decision. it was about a dude named ed kemper who killed his grandparents when he was 15. ed then went on to murder his mom. he would dismember bodies and engage in necrophilia. crazy thing was he was as calm as possible when he spoke on the murders. he turned himself in both times. he murdered other college women in between his family murders, too. i’m getting goosebumps talking about it, but they had an excerpt of an interview/deposition he did, and it’s insane how calm ed is conversing about murder. you know how some things are so gross you can’t look away? that’s how this episode was on ed, it was so disturbing i couldn’t stop listening.
i will probably research him after my shower, which is a bad idea, but at least i’ll be reminded why i took a break in the first place.
-ratha, 7:30pm, 8.18.20