although it’s been a year since things ended between us, it breaks my heart when it gets brought up. i told you i’m logical to a fault, and i wanted what was best for us in the long run. am i right? not sure. am i wrong? i don’t know, only time will tell. i wanted life for you at uncc to be what it was for me back then, a beautiful story of innocence, new experiences, and staying up past your bed time. with my lack of progress in my personal life, i rationalized there was no way that could happen because my indecisiveness would have lead you astray. i want more for you than someone who doesn’t have their life together.
i hate that you have your days, but trust me i have mine too.
-ratha, 11:58pm, 4.27.19