you asked me what was on my mind tonight. i forgot what i said, but i dodged the question. a few moments later, you asked the same question. i couldn’t tell if you were going somewhere with it or not, but my answer was arbitrary. to be honest, it was you that was on my mind. you have a way of making me forget about life which leads to me living in the moment. i don’t want to initiate these types of conversations because i don’t want to bring up repressed emotions. to clarify, i don’t want to be the only one who has these repressed emotions.
i’m down for real interaction whenever you are, but until then, i’ll be enjoying things by the moment.
-ratha, 11:29pm, 1.6.19