malcolm hit me while i was napping asking about music. we talked about things, and it really put into perspective how i could be doing more. i’m constantly writing, but i have to be more consistent with recording. i’m about to be 30 and i’m getting tired of writing how a 9-5 career isn’t for me. shit, i’m tired of being in a 9-5 career. after our conversation, i went to bed, bath, and beyond to get new sheets and a new pillow. i ate in the food court people watching. i thought to myself, how nobody here knows who i am, but one day they will. i have so many songs in the vault, it’s time to stop being afraid.
life is about doing because maybe the fear never goes away, but at least the regrets aren’t being held.
-ratha, 8:11pm, 3.25.23