i don’t know if it’s because it’s a friday, or if
it’s because it was my gday yesterday, but i’m feeling different. i’m trying to
focus my energy on moving forward instead of looking backwards. it’s difficult,
but i believe it’s the only way i can live fulfilled for the moment. it’s an
exhausting cycle to feel regret missing out on a great opportunity because i
was reminiscing on moments that no longer are present with people that cease to
exist. not in a physical way, but in a way where growth and change result in a
transformation of character due to experience in time.
maybe it’s a phase, perhaps it’s myself changing, but whatever the case i’m ready for what’s next.
-ratha, 9:16pm, 4.23.21