missing gyms, 6.14.23

ever since my gday, i haven’t been consistent in the gym. more over, i haven’t been consistent with the diet. today was a great example. we celebrated 5s on the second floor, so the company bought us korean food. i had rice and bulgogi beef topped with yum yum sauce. after i thought the meal was over, they brought out drinks and cupcakes. i ate 3 cupcakes. you know i had to flavor both the chocolate and the vanilla plus the mini joints. then they had a babyshower for one of our coworkers and they were passing out pink dum dum pops because she’s having a girl. usually i would say it’s not meant to be, but today was meant to be in terms of cheating on my diet. i’m full lowkey. i could still eat more, but i need to chill. 

better yet, i need to get back in the gym. 

-ratha, 3:24pm, 6.14.23