i’ve been so tired this past week, and for no
reason. well, actually, when i think about it, chan and i have been going in on
our weight-lifting and cardio. i still don’t think that should make me as tired
as i am, but maybe combined with the pollen it’s been taking it’s toll on me.
tonight after i showered, i was too lazy to go downstairs to eat. too lazy to
even get dressed! i was on my bed lazing around. eventually, i got up and ate,
and now i’m back lazing in bed.
sometimes i spend all my time trying to do something that doing nothing is just as productive.
feels good if i’m being all the way honest.
-ratha, 11:42pm, 6.10.21