indecisive eats, 2.24.25

when they say women never know what they want to eat, it’s so true in my experience lol. it’s never an issue because i’m a planner and an initiator, but i do understand because i’m similar in some instances. most days, i only eat once a day. it’s not intentional, rather that’s how things work themselves out. i don’t know the science behind it, but when i’m super hungry, i become so indecisive. i find it difficult to choose a spot, primarily because a lot of places sound amazing due to an empty stomach. i sit and look up places to eat and because all of them look good, none of them look good if that makes any sense. then i close my phone, do something else, then come back to look for restaurants only to repeat this cycle a few more times before leaving the house. sometimes i’ll leave the house with no gameplan and drive around for 30 or 40 minutes. it gets really bad. i’m rambling, but point is, choosing a place when you’re hungry is more difficult than it seems.

theoretically, you would think it’d be easy to do so off of the nature of the situation, but theories don’t always translate into application.

-ratha, 8:11pm, 2.24.25