today at work they were taking headshots. i’m
accustomed to being behind the camera instead of in front, so it was new to me
taking direction in terms of poses, etc. what i realized is i cannot smile for
shit on command lol. it’s awkward for real! most times in pictures with friends
and family i smile because i’m having a good time, so it’s really second
nature. but with a regular photo?? it’s so different. most of it is mental i’m
sure, but it was still strange. to sum it up, i’m not sure i can smile in photos
unless i’m actually having a good time.
but it wasn’t like i was having a bad time, so maybe i just dont know how to smile?
-ratha, 10:44am, 3.25.21