i received a text tonight from a number that wasn’t in my phone. i responded and it turns out to be chaz. chaz my brother for real, for real. we’ve been known each other since middle school, but we haven’t kept in contact how we should. life i guess, but with the way life hands me opportunity, i should make better decisions. even when he went to fuquay, and i was at holly springs, we still found ways to kick it and hang. we texted back and forth, and man, is life so different from the last time we spoke. justin has a job now, sophie graduated from a&t and moved to hickory for a job in her field, fallon is married now, and last but not least, chaz a father. his daughter will be 2 on the 25th of this month. dog, we are really growing up in front of our own eyes. time never ceases to amaze me in the ways it finds to escape me.
i need to go to raleigh and post up for 2 weeks to surround myself with the people i love and to remind myself of who i am.
maybe then i’ll have a clearer vision of where i’ll be heading.
-ratha, 11:34pm, 3.2.20