the way i look forward to fridays these days is crazy. i spend the whole week thinking of the weekend. it was lowkey, but these days it’s more obvious than ever. the 9-5 is wearing down, not only on me, but on my soul. salaries and bonuses aren’t fair trade for a life of unfulfilled potential. i think i knew that before i began this journey, but still, i’m learning things the hard way. i was dreading the weekly meeting this afternoon. as i’m sitting there, i’m thinking of how much i could care less. i want a beach side property in florida, and this career is a deadend road. looking forward to 2/7th’s of your life is definitely no way to live.
which means i haven’t been living these past two years.
sounds about right…
-ratha, 6:23pm, 2.17.23