i called mom and dad on facetime after i spotted blood under the skin of my palm. they said it was nothing to worry about and they get it time after time when they are out doing yardwork and gardening. afterwards, i facetimed dbaze minutes before his class began. he said he’s had one before and that it’s from an injury which doesn’t pierce your skin but pinches a blood vessel under it. after researching a bit, it seems to be a blood blister on my palm. then recollecting on what it could’ve been, i came to two conclusions. it was either from pulling the pull while mowing the grass the past 2 days, or it was from opening bagel’s prescription bottle last night. his prescription bottle is large and i remember it wouldn’t budge so i hit it a few times with my palm, then twisted it. i surely hope that’s where i got it from, i be getting too anxious at times.
it’s times like this i have to remind myself it’s better to feel like something is wrong and be healthy rather than to feel like everything is all hood and it be the opposite.
-ratha, 8:20pm, 8.7.20