enjoying movies, 9.29.24

with everything that transpired within the last year, i found it hard to enjoy the things i typically enjoy. i didn’t even watch football towards the end of last year. i had the games on as the sundays passed, but my mind was elsewhere. i couldn’t even enjoy it. same with podcasts, television shows, and movies. it’s been like that up until a few days ago. i redownloaded netflix and i watched the movie life with martin lawrence and eddie murphy. at first, i put it on to have in the background. 20 minute pass and i find myself watching the movie, engaged and enjoying it. that’s when it hit me that things are getting back to where they should be. it’s been a long journey, but it feels good. i don’t know if good is an accurate term, but i guess relieving would be more of what i’m trying to say.

with my new netflix subscription, i think i’ll finally finish breaking bad.
something i never got to do last winter.

-ratha, 10:02pm, 9.29.24