there’s barriers between us, but i do enjoy our interactions and our sparse time we spend together. you have someone who says he loves you, but i downplay it out of confidence if i ever had the opportunity to do so. i’m doing better at letting things come and go in this life of mine. i asked you why you thought you were cool and you claimed you were shy at first, but that you were easy to talk to once you opened up. i denied that, but really, what else could explain us being on the phone for nearly 2 hours until 3am?
it’s late and i shouldn’t be feeling these things, but here i am.
-ratha, 2:57am, 6.20.19