my mom and i were on the phone earlier. as she’s telling me about chan and how he is refinancing his
mortgage, she asks if i want to hear something scary. i tell her to tell me and
she says that after the refinance, by the time chan pays off the house, she
will be in her early 70’s. i hated hearing that, but i responded by saying age
is nothing but a number and mentality should be the true determination of how
you feel. plus i added i’ll be multi way before then and i’ll have paid off anything the family needs. she said she knows as she laughed it off. the time to make something
of myself is more urgent than ever, as was noted last night talking to dbaze.
growing up versus growing older, i don’t know which i dislike more.
-ratha, 1:08pm, 11.24.19