e called me while he was walking home. we talked for a little over an hour. my brother for life. every time we talk, we always get to reminiscing. he be bringing up memories i haven’t thought of since they happened. like about the time he hit a hook 3 while randy gage was guarding him. or how him and eduardo got into a fight and a table was thrown threw the wall at trellis pointe. he said when his mom came home, he didn’t even greet her, he stayed in his room and played god of war lmao. dog, these are memories from a distant time. i told him i think i’m the only one who enjoyed middle school and high school as much as i did. he said he thought high school was fun, but how he has more now. after we got off the phone, i thought of how reminiscing is good, because it means i’ve had fulfilling times, but it also made me think of how times now aren’t as fulfilling because i’m reminiscing.
you live by the sword, you die by the sword.
i guess.
-ratha, 11:43pm, 9.23.20