ducks in a row, 2.14.24

i’ve been getting told how well i’m doing at work lately, which is a complete 180 of what i feel my experience has been for the past 2 years. it makes me feel good hearing these things, but i am weary of it because it feels like the universe is going to put me at a crossroads here soon. career is going great just when i’m beginning to hit my stride and be consistent with the music. i know how one story ends, the other can either be really bad, or really good. i know i can’t keep them both and eventually i’ll have to let one go, but i don’t know if i’m ready to make that decision.

then again, when are we ever ready to make a decision that will change our lives?

-ratha, 10:02am, 2.14.24