doing things for myself, 3.30.24

i was told on thursday to do one thing for myself everyday this weekend. yesterday, i thought the universe did something nice for me with how stunning the sky looked at sunset. today, i’m not sure what to do. i went to the gym, then i went to the park. those are two things that are self-care, but they are routine so i convinced myself they didn’t count. i looked at things i can buy, but there’s not really anything i want right now. i could buy a car, but the right one has yet to pop up on my saved searches. i watched some of the elite 8, but again, that’s something i’d normally do. i’m really stuck because i don’t know what to do for myself. the only thing i can think of is another vacation, so i’ll take a look at some places after my shower.
doing things for yourself isn’t as easy as it sounds, but i guess that’s why self-care is hard work and that’s why most people avoid it (i guess).

-ratha, 8:14pm, 3.30.24