today we officially laid you to rest brother. i
don’t want to write too much about it because i don’t want to relive today, but
i hope i made you proud when i spoke. i didn’t know what to say, but i spoke
from the heart. i wanted people to know how much of a light you were in my life
and i wanted them to know how thankful and lucky i was that i was able to get
to know you in this lifetime. before i left the repast, i hugged your mother.
we held hands after before i told her you were my brother and that anything she
needed, i’d be here for. she had tears in her eyes when she said that i was
your best friend and that you talked about me all the time. i couldn’t hold
back my own tears either. everything is happening so quick and i just don’t
understand.
how we supposed to do this life without you?
i pray.
-ratha, 5:34pm, 10.6.21