soooooooo i came to check my email on my desktop before going to bed. i didn’t turn on the light to the room, instead i turned on the cpu and sat at the desk. the second i sat down, i felt something crawling on my leg. thinking it was my drawstring, i swiped at it. a moment later, same thing happened. i got up and swiped at my leg then went to turn on the light. on the ground was a juvenile cockroach. he stood still and looked me in my eyes. because i’m trying my best not to kill anything, i was searching for a bowl or something in the nearby area to put him in and take him outside. during my search, he ran off under some boxes by dono’s computer. i moved the boxes, but couldn’t find him. i just finished checking my email, and am crazy paranoid to go sleep in my room. i think maybe i’ll sleep with the lights on tonight.
maybe, maybe not, either way i’m probably not getting any sleep.
-ratha, 12:22am, 9.16.20