changing of leaves, 10.6.23

these seasons pass us without knowing, which means life will pass us by if we don’t stop every once in a while, to look around. the weather has been getting chillier, now i’m beginning to notice the leaves falling. the colors will change, then the nights will transition from chilly to cold as nightfall comes sooner and sooner. it’s my favorite time of the year and i want to do it right this year. i want to stop staying in the house. i want to get active. i want to take a nice trip. i want to feel at peace, feel like we’re standing on something solid. i want to release a song. i want to feel like i’m being productive towards the life i want to live, not the life others want out of me. i want to feel closer to the best version of myself.

i want to feel like i’m looking around instead of passing life by.

-ratha, 2:25pm, 10.6.23