changing aesthetics pt.2, 5.5.25

regarding what i posted yesterday. so i scanned the painted image onto the computer and it looks good, but the font doesn’t look right. something is missing. i created my own font by writing, scanning, and uploading it on a program called calligraphr. i actually had fun doing so, but the font itself doesn’t look right for my purposes. it could be because my handwriting is sloppy, but either way, it’s not working lol. i’ve tried other fonts, but maybe the idea of writing over a painted white square affixed on an old photograph was not a good one to begin with. at least not as good as seemed in my mind, but that’s with most ideas i have. instead of being down, i’m hopeful because a few months ago i heard someone say “if you knew you were 30 failures away from success, how quick would you fail?” it put things into perspective for me. some people get things right on the first time, which is fantastic and i’m happy for them. for the rest of us, we’re not so lucky so we have to embrace failure on this journey to success.

though i’ve accepted success doesn’t come without failure, let’s hope i’m not in this phase for too long lol.

-ratha, 9:09pm, 5.5.25