there’s this girl who comes into get fit to get
our salmon. she works at a denim store in southpark mall and her boyfriend is
cambodian. she tells me today they are moving to vegas at the end of april. i
asked her why and she said that charlotte has gotten stale, and that she wanted
change in her life. what a great reason. sometimes, actually a lot of times, i
believe i’m the one holding myself back. i want change, but subconsciously i
think i’m fearful of it. i think of all the things that can go wrong, but i
have to remember on the same accord, things can go right, too.
a shake-up, maybe a change of scenery, is well overdue because lately, this comfort zone isn’t so comforting, and this dream i’m supposed to be living has been feeling more like a nightmare.
-ratha, 5:26pm, 3.9.20