i don’t remember anything about falling asleep last night. i woke up at 4am with all my clothes on, my socks on, and my lights on. literally all things i cannot fall asleep with. i browsed my phone for a bit amid my confusion before we decided to get breakfast. nothing was open besides fast food, so i went to cfa which broke my “no fast food” rule. i got a chicken biscuit, a 10-piece mini, hashbrowns, and a sweet tea. the sweet tea (regular-sized) costed $2.78. that was the part that got me the most. how sway, how?! plus the straw she gave me was closed on one end lol. although the food was good, i felt guilty afterwards.
the no fast food rule was put in place for me to be better, to which i have been, but i’ll definitely have to be better than being better moving forward.
-ratha, 8:24am, 4.1.23