if there’s anything i’m scared of during storms besides lightning, it’s winds. strong wind makes me super anxious. today, i woke up to a beautiful, clear day but i know last night was pandemonium. i remember waking up in the middle of the night to winds almost blowing the house away and heavy rainfall. i was tired, but i could still feel the winds in my sleep. you ever be half-conscious but your heart is racing? that’s how it was for some time last night. it may have been 3-5 minutes, but anxiety in the moment feels like forever and a day.
luckily there wasn’t any damage to the house.
-ratha, 4:37pm, 4.13.20