been trying, 7.18.23

i sent chaz a song called ‘been tryin.’ he said he thought it was good, then we spoke on the phone about it. it had me feeling motivated, especially after work today. i just can’t stand the thought of working for someone else my whole life, or spend my whole life saving up. i’m trying to get it and i’m trying to get it as soon as possible. he told me stay motivated and stay consistent. the cost of our dreams many times is consistency and discipline. no matter where you begin, those two things are the common thread in realizing and manifesting. i needed a cord for the spx, but it won’t come in until sunday. instead of waiting, i went ahead and recorded without my preamp tonight. so far, i’m loving the tlm, but i can’t wait to hear what it sounds like with the neve.

this could be the start of something special.

i’m hoping it is.

-ratha, 10:21pm, 7.18.23