there are days where i question the direction of my life. i’ve always been indecisive and in the long run, it’s been more damaging than it has been comforting. i have these talks and these interactions that let me know clearly what i should do, but i also have a bad habit of holding on to things i should be letting go of, things i should’ve let go of a long time ago. i wrote last year how i was my own villain in this life, and unfortunately it feels like things haven’t changed some days.
just because it’s a bad day, doesn’t mean it’s a bad life.
i forgot where i heard that, but i need to remind myself more often than i have been lately.
-ratha, 9:14pm, 8.17.22