back to savage, 12.10.23

today we left ta. it’s a sad feeling. i also felt bad because he asked if i was bored at his house, but i wasn’t. even just being in his presence made me feel appreciative of life and of him. i just wish my mind wasn’t running 1000 miles a minute thinking about shit i shouldn’t be trying to process. of how someone should be here with me right now and this and that and the third. i’m kind of floating through life right now and i’m getting tired. but being around ta has me energized. i missed him a ton and i need to come back here sooner than 2.5 years.

i’m thinking february or march.

and maybe that someone will be with me during that time.

-ratha, 6:24pm, 12.10.23